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She's a lover alright!!!
Nothing is ever impossible
Created on 2007-07-25 18:38:39 (#13453904), last updated 2007-10-02
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Basic Info| Name: | Jesus~Saves |
|---|---|
| Location: | Mahwah, New Jersey, United States |
BioI am only a lonely sinner, but I have been saved. I have sinned SO much in life, and still, I can too feel the love of Jesus in my heart and soul.
My list of sins go on and on...and I dont know how important it is to list them here, so maybe another time.
I was a "pagan", "wicccan"...I trusted in nature based religions...but I never FELT aything. it was fun, but not fulfulling.
I have been sick alot in my life and never turned to Jesus or God or anything/one. All I did was curse and blame god for my misfortune and I was bitter. But this time was different...
One night I got down on my knees by my bed, and I REALLY prayed. I prayed right to God...right to Jesus. But this time was different because, I didnt feel alone. I felt the love of Jesus enter me. I felt my heart swell with hope and my soul sigh with relief.
A few weeks before this (since I cannot leave my home to go to church) I watched mass on EWTN (or TBN, the trinity broadcasting network), and I felt like..."this feels ok".
Then I continued to watch the station, I listened to these people...and I understood. I felt at home.
I started to...look at the Bible ^_^
One night i called their prayer line, a lovely woman named Ginger picked up.
I was scared...confused. I didnt know what to say to her...
She asked me a few questions and asked if I wanted to be "born again".
It kinda freaked me out.
"Born again" comes along with so much negative feelings and thoughts in this day and age...I didnt know if I should.
I did.
After Ginger and I prayed together I hung up the phone, looked up...and I cried. Tears of pure joy.
I prayed so hard that night and thanked God and the Lord Jesus Christ for taking me back in...for forgiving me. They knew I was wrong and the horrid things I have done...and now, I can feel their love more than ever!
I am so much happier in life now. I feel more free and whole than I have in my entire life.
I read my bible, I write my thoughts in a journal about Jesus and God. I pray every night by my bed. I walk now everyday (enev though it is hard for me) and as I walk I remind myself, "Jesus walked every where!! GET MOVING!".
I get down sometimes, just like everyone else though, dont get me wrong! But even then, I turn to Jesus and pray. I sit for 2minutes...for up to an hour...and talk to Him. I talk to Him like a friend, like family, like someone I love...because THAT is who Jesus is.
Jesus loves us, just as God loves us...we need to take some time out of this crazy world, and talk to them. We need to show our thanks, our love and our appreciation to them.
No matter who you are, no matter how much you have sinned, They still love you and want you to let Them love you! No matter what color you are, no matter what sex you love, no matter how much you make, no matter who your family is!...They LOVE YOU!!!
Even if you "kinda" believe, let The Lord into your heart. For when you reach the Kingdom of Heaven you will see, you have been in His...all along.
<3
!nikki rae!
born again
christian
twenty
jersey
vegan
IBS sufferer
WOMON
lover
womon lover
sickly
voloptuous
promised
dreamer
strong
kitty
alive
addictive
knowledgeable
lovable
careless
care free
thoughtful
slacker
artsy
healthy
always
here.
My list of sins go on and on...and I dont know how important it is to list them here, so maybe another time.
I was a "pagan", "wicccan"...I trusted in nature based religions...but I never FELT aything. it was fun, but not fulfulling.
I have been sick alot in my life and never turned to Jesus or God or anything/one. All I did was curse and blame god for my misfortune and I was bitter. But this time was different...
One night I got down on my knees by my bed, and I REALLY prayed. I prayed right to God...right to Jesus. But this time was different because, I didnt feel alone. I felt the love of Jesus enter me. I felt my heart swell with hope and my soul sigh with relief.
A few weeks before this (since I cannot leave my home to go to church) I watched mass on EWTN (or TBN, the trinity broadcasting network), and I felt like..."this feels ok".
Then I continued to watch the station, I listened to these people...and I understood. I felt at home.
I started to...look at the Bible ^_^
One night i called their prayer line, a lovely woman named Ginger picked up.
I was scared...confused. I didnt know what to say to her...
She asked me a few questions and asked if I wanted to be "born again".
It kinda freaked me out.
"Born again" comes along with so much negative feelings and thoughts in this day and age...I didnt know if I should.
I did.
After Ginger and I prayed together I hung up the phone, looked up...and I cried. Tears of pure joy.
I prayed so hard that night and thanked God and the Lord Jesus Christ for taking me back in...for forgiving me. They knew I was wrong and the horrid things I have done...and now, I can feel their love more than ever!
I am so much happier in life now. I feel more free and whole than I have in my entire life.
I read my bible, I write my thoughts in a journal about Jesus and God. I pray every night by my bed. I walk now everyday (enev though it is hard for me) and as I walk I remind myself, "Jesus walked every where!! GET MOVING!".
I get down sometimes, just like everyone else though, dont get me wrong! But even then, I turn to Jesus and pray. I sit for 2minutes...for up to an hour...and talk to Him. I talk to Him like a friend, like family, like someone I love...because THAT is who Jesus is.
Jesus loves us, just as God loves us...we need to take some time out of this crazy world, and talk to them. We need to show our thanks, our love and our appreciation to them.
No matter who you are, no matter how much you have sinned, They still love you and want you to let Them love you! No matter what color you are, no matter what sex you love, no matter how much you make, no matter who your family is!...They LOVE YOU!!!
Even if you "kinda" believe, let The Lord into your heart. For when you reach the Kingdom of Heaven you will see, you have been in His...all along.
<3
!nikki rae!
born again
christian
twenty
jersey
vegan
IBS sufferer
WOMON
lover
womon lover
sickly
voloptuous
promised
dreamer
strong
kitty
alive
addictive
knowledgeable
lovable
careless
care free
thoughtful
slacker
artsy
healthy
always
here.
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